{"id":2922,"date":"2009-11-07T19:57:13","date_gmt":"2009-11-08T01:57:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/nicole.sleepyfroggie.net\/blog\/?p=2922"},"modified":"2009-11-07T19:57:13","modified_gmt":"2009-11-08T01:57:13","slug":"always-playing-catchup","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nicole.sleepyfroggie.net\/blog\/?p=2922","title":{"rendered":"Always playing catchup"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So there&#8217;s been a lot going on but I&#8217;ve been too lazy to post about it&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>We&#8217;re going on vacation a week from today! Yep, I will be flying for the first time in 13 years. I hadn&#8217;t flown before due to a phobia I developed over the years. I&#8217;ve read that it&#8217;s not unusual for people to develop the phobia in their late twenties to early thirties since most people start to really contemplate their own mortality. I think I&#8217;ve always worried about dying, even as a kid, but I do think it&#8217;s gotten much worse for me the older I get. I think it&#8217;s due to 9\/11 which still makes me incredibly sad to this day even though I didn&#8217;t know anyone affected by it, and also because I have such an appreciation for life and the little things in ways I never did when I was younger. I have always been accused of having a negative attitude, and that&#8217;s partially true to a certain extent, but believe it or not, I&#8217;m actually quite an optimistic person most of the time. I just don&#8217;t always show that side since it seems sappy.<\/p>\n<p>I have a lot of anxiety issues, though, so I&#8217;ve been seeing a hypnotherapist to help calm me down. It seems to be working at least a little. It doesn&#8217;t matter, really, because we&#8217;re going whether it scares the shit out of me or not. Face your fears, or let them control you, right? I&#8217;m sick of letting the fear keep me from visiting places. I would like to go back to Disney World, possibly next year, since the tickets we bought on our honeymoon never expire and still have seven days left on them. I also really want to visit Seattle and Anaheim among other places (like Europe).<\/p>\n<p>So anyway, Saturday we&#8217;re flying to Phoenix and spending two days there, then driving with Joe&#8217;s parents to Las Vegas. We&#8217;ll be staying there two nights (at the Monte Carlo), then going back to Phoenix for a few more days, then flying home on Saturday. The week after that is Thanksgiving so I only have to work three days when I get back. It&#8217;s going to be great, provided neither plane crashes. ;) I kid, I kid! We&#8217;re flying Southwest who has a stellar safety record because yes, I am <strong>that<\/strong> paranoid.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;<\/p>\n<p>Thursday my company&#8217;s new CFO took myself and some other people from the Finance department out to lunch as a thank you for completing a project that was in the making for well over a year. The last few months were the worst however. I&#8217;m not the biggest fan of the restaurant we went to, but who&#8217;s going to knock a free meal? Plus the chocolate mousse cake was well worth it. The CFO seems really nice and down to earth which is good. I will give my company credit &#8211; they are pretty good at hiring people who even at the top of the ladder are not snobby and unwilling to socialize with the rest of us.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;<\/p>\n<p>Last weekend we gave the rats a bath, but this time I put them in the bathtub which just an inch of water and some ferret shampoo. They didn&#8217;t like the water and kept trying to jump out, straight up in the air which I&#8217;ve never seen them do before. Nutterbutter in particular can jump higher than I&#8217;ve ever witnessed. It&#8217;s usually Templeton who will try and jump over the makeshift walls we built for their playpen. Too bad for them I am giving them another bath on Wednesday or Thursday before we take them to a friends&#8217; house to pet sit for us. They will also be keeping an eye on Oreo even though she&#8217;d be perfectly happy to be left alone for a week. She can ration her food, however, whereas the rats cannot. If I gave them a week&#8217;s worth of food they&#8217;d eat it the same day and starve to death the rest of the week. <\/p>\n<p>&#8212;<\/p>\n<p>Sorry if this entry is all disjointed. I just wanted to document some things since I often use this journal as reference for myself, but now we have to head out to drop K off since we&#8217;re heading into the city early tomorrow morning to visit the Shedd Aquarium. I&#8217;m really looking forward to it since they&#8217;ve redone the Oceanarium. <\/p>\n<p>You know, I think I just need to find an easy way to post all my Twitter updates to this blog automagically and I will never have to write an entry again! ;)<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;-<br \/>\nNow playing: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.foxytunes.com\/artist\/owl+city\/track\/tidal+wave\">Owl City &#8211; Tidal Wave<\/a><br \/>\nvia <a href=\"http:\/\/www.foxytunes.com\/signatunes\/\">FoxyTunes<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So there&#8217;s been a lot going on but I&#8217;ve been too lazy to post about it&#8230; We&#8217;re going on vacation a week from today! Yep, I will be flying for the first time in 13 years. I hadn&#8217;t flown before due to a phobia I developed over the years. I&#8217;ve read that it&#8217;s not unusual for people to develop the phobia in their late twenties to early thirties since most people start to really contemplate their own mortality. I think I&#8217;ve always worried about dying, even as a kid, but I do think it&#8217;s gotten much worse for me the older I get. I think it&#8217;s due to 9\/11 which still makes me incredibly sad to this day even though I didn&#8217;t know anyone affected by it, and also because I have such an appreciation for life and the little things in ways I never did when I was younger. <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/nicole.sleepyfroggie.net\/blog\/?p=2922\">Read More &#8230;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[12,35,6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2922","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-excursions","category-pets","category-work"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nicole.sleepyfroggie.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2922"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nicole.sleepyfroggie.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nicole.sleepyfroggie.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nicole.sleepyfroggie.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nicole.sleepyfroggie.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2922"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/nicole.sleepyfroggie.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2922\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2923,"href":"https:\/\/nicole.sleepyfroggie.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2922\/revisions\/2923"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nicole.sleepyfroggie.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2922"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nicole.sleepyfroggie.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2922"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nicole.sleepyfroggie.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2922"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}